T-Minus 2 Days

The day has come and the schedule has been set, Global Pandemic be damned.

In two days, my cyborg transformation will begin. I’m not super excited about a two-day hospital stay, however. All those sick people. Not to mention having to do this entirely solo because no visitors are allowed during the shutdown. On the plus side, I’ll be in complete and total charge of the remote. I just hope that the food is decent.

It has been a little odd lately with the various reactions to the upcoming surgery, ranging from “no big deal” to “what are you going to have for your last meal?” As well as just wanting to talk to me one last time before I “go under”. I’m not sure what this says about our confidence in the medical world. Perhaps the Stay-homa Virus has us all in a fear mode. Whatever the reason, it has been nice hearing from friends and family, some of whom I haven’t talked to for several months.

I’ve been asked if I have any anxieties about the upcoming brain probe and for the most part I don’t. I’m just preparing myself for the eventuality of it not working and all of this being for naught (although I did have a dream that I died on the operating table, but was revived and it forever changed my life, which would be kind of a cool story). I was told by my surgeon that he has never performed DBS on anyone who is completely PD drug resistant, nor does he have any knowledge of any other surgeons doing so. He has no idea if this will help at all.

Oh well, no regerts.

Maybe I’ll get that tattooed on me somewhere. After the pandemic of course.

8 thoughts on “T-Minus 2 Days

  1. Praying for YOU: for calmness, for good results, for a fast recovery. I love and miss you so much.

  2. Your writing is SO good!!!!
    Love the blog and look forward to hearing more of your “adventure” to health.
    You’re in our thoughts & prayers Brian!
    Love & hugs to you & April 💞

    1. Thank you so much Lauralee, and thank you for the compliment on my writing. I write what’s rattling around in my head and I’m not always sure if I make sense. 😊

  3. You are a trooper Brian Judd !!! You have been through many more difficult things in your life !!! RIGHT ?! You will have an amazing Cyborg Transformation and we will all be here waiting for you …. some right outside your hospital door and others in different states (unfortunately). The time is now. Move forward. Put your trust in the surgeon, but more importantly in God to help you, your family and your friends through this one way or another. GO GET EM’ I will be praying not only for 100% success but also for a speedy easy recovery. HUGS and more hugs … heck with social distancing for this one !

    1. Seems like forever since I first had you look into what was going on with me. I’ve you to thank for the push start that got me here. ❤️

  4. Thank you for sharing your story Brian. We’re thinking of you. I hope your spirit and soul can settle down for a few days as you put it all in the hands of God.

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